god knows

God Knows

God knows how much I love you
how much I miss you
and I wish I never left you
because being alone without you
isn’t working out at all
I keep falling into poison willingly
God knows it’s killing me
I’m killing myself without you everyday
but everybody’s gotta die someday
God knows.

I’m still waiting for forgiveness
lonely lost abandoned romance
maybe I’m not insane
but I know I must be crazy
for ever leaving you
the only one in my life that was ever true
the real in my reality
and God knows
how much I love you
how much I miss you everyday.

I’m getting old
I’m growing cold
God knows my life’s on hold
I’m breathing but I’m not living
I’m walking into a dream
walking out of life without you
into hell because I want to
give it a try before I die
God knows I’ll never survive
but I’m still trying to keep us alive
just long enough to kiss you on last time.

It’s always hard to be at your house
watching our children smiling and running around
knowing soon we’ll have to go again
and it’s even harder for us to leave
I still hate leaving you when I have to
please tell me to stay, please tell us not to go
I’m getting old
I’m growing cold
God knows my life’s on hold
I’m breathing but I’m not living
I’m dying inside another time.

God knows how much I love you
how much I miss you
and I wish I never left you
because being alone without you
isn’t working out at all.

And its always hard to be here
it’s even harder to leave.

God knows.

© forever :: dosepoet.

god knows

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