I wrote this in the summer of 2012. I still like it, needs a little more polishing up but it’s ok lol. The photo is from 2011, about 4 months after we separated. I really thought we were almost back together when this photo was taken. I’m still waiting – faithfully. The most I’ve done with any other girl in the last 6 years is flirt a little. There’s like maybe 3 girls that I think I might be interested in but they all live too far away and I don’t really let them know what I’m thinking either, mainly because I know I have to keep waiting. I found my soulmate, true love or whatever you want to cal it. Actually she found me. But what’s most important is knowing the person is real and I just have to wait until she’s ready again. I know she will be one day. She hasn’t been serious with anyone since we separated either and isn’t with anyone. Ok enough blabbering, lol.

in the summer

in the summer

I’m still dying here
in the summer you broke my heart
in the summer it all fell apart
no easy answer no surrender
and our forever faded quickly

in the summer
in the summer

you build a lie on a lie
and they all pile so perfectly
in a mess all around me
and I’m fucking suffocating
drowning out all feeling

it’s been close to a year
I still shatter the dream wandering
around this carnival of pain
and I still drink down your acid rain
no my bleeding isn’t everything
it’s never enough
in the summer
in the summer

and I keep holding on
I keep coming undone
and if I could finally break free
from this twisted reality
baby maybe the truth could escape you
just once for me and I’d be able to see
in the summer
in the summer

and I’m still dying here
in the summer you broke my heart
in the summer it all fell apart
no easy answer no surrender
and our forever faded quickly

in the summer
in the summer.

© forever :: dosepoet

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